Sunday, November 18, 2007

All the good that won't come out of me.

I got a taste of what I thought I wanted. I still want it. But now I feel like I'm capable of everything I stood against. I feel like I'm no exception from any other shallow gay boy.

I don't want to fall into that lifestyle, but I can't stand being apart from it.

Lord, give me self control. Lord, make me want to use it.

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